Tuesday, 1 December 2009

You desired my attention but denied my affections

I haven't slept.
I'm angry and sad.
I don't know what to do with myself.
It's fucking freezing and I don't want to go to school.
Maybe i should tell them what's going on? At the minute I'm pretty sure they just think I'm going mad or I'm depressed or something.
Maybe I am.
Who knows?
Sure as hell not me.

My mums gone away for 2 days and I'm really fucked off.
Not at her, at myself for being incapable of telling her what's going on in my head. What no one seems to understand is that i honestly don't know most of the time.

All I want is a good Mummy hug. Is that too much to ask for?

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