So, when me and alex fought the other day, it was because i found out he was supposed to be taking some girl to prom. And i reacted really horribly and actually he did nothing wrong at all.
But in my defense, I really hate this girl, and he knows it. I dont really know what to do now though because he's mad at me for over reacting, which i completely understand and he isn't even going to prom anymore cos he couldnt get a ticket. So i have no idea how to make it right again because its not like i can say, 'okay go then, don't worry about me', because he cant go. It makes me feel horrible.

Is it weird that i feel jealous when he already chose me? I just hate the fact that i feel like someone he sneaks off to go and see. Argh.