I think i like simple days the best. Ones where nothing dramatic at all happens, its just happiness the whole time.
Friday, 29 May 2009
I LOVE YOU
It's weird.
Tuesday, 26 May 2009
Send Me Back, I'll Share The Trap You Have Me In.
I'm quite lonesome. I was quite looking forward to having the house to myself for a whole week, but i think i forget that i dont actually like being alone. At all. Maybe that's why i cant sleep this time, i dont know. But it isnt nice not having anyone about, thats the conclusion im coming to.
Though doing your own food shopping is a fun experience :) First time only i imagine.
I just did a weird taking pictures of the sun rising thing. But then, i suppose i did say i had to be more creative. I bet my neighbours are pissed off though cos it was like half 4 in the morning and i was outside in the garden singing laura marling and taking pictures, but nevermind.
So i think i'd describe my current mood as pensive :/ But actually i just google defined it and it said 'brooding or seriously thoughtful', so maybe its not quite as heavy as that.
Anyhoo, i found this illustrator called caitlin shearer and i think she's a bit awesome, don't know if you guys will agree with me...
Its entirely possible that it's just me being weird :)
And go listen to Sheets by Damien Jurado
Monday, 25 May 2009
My life, my lover, my lady is the sea-eeeeeeee
- Brandy (cover) - The Red Hot Chili Peppers
- This Picture - Placebo
- Set Phasers to Stun - Taking Back Sunday
- Granite - Pendulum
- Teeth the size of piano keys - Chiodos
- Theyre NOT horses, theyre unicorns - Bayside
- Where Have you Been?- Manchester Orchestra
- Living la vida loca - Ricky Martin LOL
- Zombie - The Cranberries
- The Call - Regina Spektor
- Charmer - Kings of Leon
- The Bad Touch - Bloodhound gang
- Mirrors - Envy on The Coast
- Daughter of the sun - Matthew Santos
- Jasey Rae - All Time Low
- This City Is Contagious - The Cab
- The Deaf Girls Song - Cloud Cult
- Business Time - Flight of the conchords (although sugar lumps has to come close to overtaking :))
- Calm a llama down - The mighty boosh
- Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy
- Suggestion - Fugazi
- Set Free - Katie Gray
- Knocked Up - Kings of Leon
- Roulette Dares (This is the Haunt) - The Mars Volta
- Dead End - Master Shortie
- Luv Addict - Family Force 5
- Monster - Meg and Dia
- Hell to Sell - The Audition
- Am i Ever Gonna Find Out - Lifehouse
- Colly Strings - Manchester Orchestra
- I Was a Cage - Right Away, Great Captain!
- Feeling Good - Muse
- Three Wishes - The Pierces
- Creator - Santogold
- Who Am I - Will Young (and i'm not sorry :))
- I didnt say i was powerful, I said i was a wizard - Chiodos
- Courtship Dating - Crystal Castles
- UFO - Sneaky Sound System
- Floods - Fightstar
- Gnomzxx - I Haunt Wizards
- Natural Woman - Aretha Franklin
- Starstrukk - 3OH!3
- The Rat - Dead Confederate
- Prescilla - Bat For Lashes
- Blankets - Devil and The Lion
- Saturday Night - Bon Jovi :/
- Yellow - Cold Play
- Megan (smoking popes cover) - Bayside
- I wanna Dance With Somebody - Whitney Houston (winner (y))
- Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park
My blog, i shall post what i please :) Sorry for boring you by being centimental.
Saturday, 23 May 2009
room aspirations
And me, I ran, I couldn't even look at him, For fear I'd have to say goodbye
This means that i get a house to myself for a whoooole week (Girls gathering round mine i feel?) and a not quite so shitty computer for all my interweb related needs.
The only things i need to be happy now is moneys because i just opened my purse and i literally have £1.71p to my name. Not to mention just becoming £1595 in debt to my father for the india payment he just paid.
Also to be more creative. Cos at the minute im a bit of a failure and its boring.
Oh, and sleep.
Thursday, 21 May 2009
FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. Iz gon fail physics nod.
At all.
As i suspected i wouldn't.
I did use this usual sleeping time for good revision business. However, it just made me realise how little i know and that there is no way i'll be improving on that D. But nevermind.
I am hoping to avoid sleeping in my exam, again, by drinking muchos coffee although im not sure it will work.
I just realised i've done about 4 hours of revision and i have 6 hours of exams today.
That can't be good.
However, after today i have 10 days off exams :) which is a bit lovely. So i'll cling to that fact when i close the exam knowing i only definitely got 2 marks (y) winner.
Sorry :/ I'm in that weird sleepy-hyper mood
wish me luck :) i'll neeeeeeed it.
Tuesday, 19 May 2009
Now for the proper today post :)
Today I am an exceedingly happy child considering the ridiculous amount of physics revision i have to do tomorrow. This is due to 4 main things :)
- In theory, i may never have to do another geography exam ever again ever =D
- Ella being a very awesome summer music supplier and giving me all the summery things listed on HER latest post whoot.
- Me finding my own awesome summer music which is a bit freaking incredible :)
- Ella and I returning to our normal late night rambley selves after a slight blockage of the ramble flow.
(Thanks to some random guy called allan in Oaklands blog that i found) Go listen to the following musics:
- Brilliant Red Lights - Declaration of Purpose
- Margot and the nuclear so and so's - children's crusade on acid
- Pretty much anything by Tera Melos (its instrumental but quite awesome and LOUD)
LAMPS!
Sunday, 17 May 2009
But in my defense, I really hate this girl, and he knows it. I dont really know what to do now though because he's mad at me for over reacting, which i completely understand and he isn't even going to prom anymore cos he couldnt get a ticket. So i have no idea how to make it right again because its not like i can say, 'okay go then, don't worry about me', because he cant go. It makes me feel horrible.
Saturday, 16 May 2009
Me and my brother hiking, me and my brother might find a turtle. Just have some fun.
Tuesday, 12 May 2009
Throw your judgements across the breeze, watch them float off and never be saved.
More than just the weather too. I wish it was summer two years ago when i had nothing to worry about at all. But at the same time that doesn't really work i guess, cos i want to still have you guys to spend it with. Just some simplicity would be nice.
Things i want most right now:
- Sunnnnn, and a fully even sun tan :)
- To not have to go back to school when exams are finished
- To be in India enjoying it, rather than worrying about it.
- A cheese and ham panini like i had at starbucks yesterday
- To wish Laura a happy birthday!! =D
- These shoes...
Monday, 11 May 2009
I wrote a poem :) Its really quite terrible, but i had an urge, so....
Wednesday, 6 May 2009
You sit back. covered up those sound that don't come from my lips
Monday, 4 May 2009
Start with the things that define you.
There are a few main things you should know:
- I don't generally talk about myself, even to the people i would hope talk to me about themselves.
- I love the stories people tell through music, movies and books. More than the ones i make with my own life a lot of the time.
- I will try to always be very honest on this blog, though i will find that hard.
In all honesty, i don't know what kind of detail to go into or anything.
So for now, i'll just say, i like life just now. I love the friends i have and that i don't mind losing the ones im growing apart from. I like the fact i can talk to my sisters. I love the fact that i know my own mind and that few other people do. I do NOT like exams, but they will be out of the way soon. I love the fact that i'm finally looking forward to going to India. But mostly i love that i'm finally talking about myself (if a little confusingly, sorry :/)
But yeah, those are my current thoughts :)